I Need Help From Almost Anyone

When a person begins to have trouble differentiating between what is real and what is illusion it is reasonable to ask those around ones self for help grasping reality.

What if though, those around you are institutionalized for some of the very same reasons as yourself? They may simply reinforce the delusion that you are so desperatly trying to escape. It is probably best if I continue to believe in myself and be certain that it is the organizations mistake that I am restrained here for I don't know how long now.

I over heard a discussion the other day about a fellow down the hall everyone calls Roofees. I heard the head nurse say to one of her underlings that "they're going to start administering some kind of chemical castration, it serves him right for what he did to his victims" I wonder how that will work out for him, I hope all goes well.

Dr. Schuller today asked me what I would try to do if I knew I couldn't fail. Geez I have enough on my mind already!